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so sleep alone tonight
Hello there, I'm a 16-year-old male student and who resides in super sunny Singapore.I like cigarettes but I'm not a fan of cigar. I walk around Orchard Road every weekend in my snowman costume. I've figured that I already lost my sanity a long time ago. I hope you have something to write. |
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This blog was opened by Firdaus to accomodate his mindless musings and daily rantings.Do enjoy your stay here tagboard javascript:void(0)
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HARDCORE BRUTAL! yes i know, its too damn late. didn't get a chance to see him during raya, then hes gone. freaking fast, didn't know that the smallest thing can bring u death than that day, went to see his 2 kids, Faramir and Fakirah(sp?) . So damn gorgeous, especially Fakirah. haha! , SHE kept crying when his brother went missing. enough said. there are bigger things that coming. there is alot of things i want to describe in this post, but i dont know how to. things are falling apart, not going according to planned. i'm too damn nervous about my Nlevel results. i know that i did damn badly. i just hope that i could retain or get promoted to sec5 next year(?) . i should have study harder. nah, things have already been done, cant be change.
for some reason, i think back about my friends. i know that some, SOME of them will stay until the end, some will go. or maybe im wrong about the staying part. i mean, i know that some of them care about me. but how do i treasure it? im so gonna totally remove my tagboard and put it back when i feel like it. haha, i know that no one is gonna read this post. maybe i will never change, but some of you is gonna say that, 'EH! firdaus change alot you know'. youre gonna get pissed off like in this particular situation that when you d/l this freaking big file for days, and you found out that it doesnt work. you waited far to long for this opportunity. wtf man. i think im just seeking attention through this blog, im a loser. a big one "Sometimes, a hug is all what we need. In the Spirit of the free hugs campaign, PASS THIS TO A FRIEND and HUG A STRANGER! After all, If you can reach just one person." Go ahead Spread the word
'You can't swim, you can't dance and you don't know karate. Face it, you'll never gonna make it' 'I don't wanna make it, I just wanna... ' remembering the old good times huh? If i tell you, I love you. What would you do? ,would you even care? if i had the strengh, i wish to have you. will you? i just miss someone to hold ): if i could, i know you will never love me okay. sorry for the inactivity. and photo's of Saturday's jamming practice will be posted at our band's blog which is at: here so yeah, band updates and stuff will be posted on the blog. school has been amazingly interesting this past few days cause, I'm on the urge to study for N! DnT is sucha bore cause everyday must stay back until 6pm to do our project, BUT, with pesereverence and determination, I will carry on until the end. I'm just scared that my product won't be complete till submission date. and soccer is my 2nd loved sport^^ as from rugby. just came back from match at uppercourt. lost 4-2, but we will try even harder. damn tired right now, but still have to do my DnT. tahan awhile only la. 3-4mths later can slack already. kk, don't forget to check out our band's blog and do leave tags on the blog!. cheers oh yah, totally forget. DO TAKECARE YOURSELF AS PEOPLE ARE FALLING SICK NOW ADAYS if i have the strengh to carry on, im sure i could get you in this ): photo's of saturday's jamming practice will be up tmr! stay tuned! like real (as in: no one will read my blog!) i wrote a song for you, but im scared of something |
